My Cruise

Since I made the decision to have lap-band I've become very self conscious about how much I weigh. I was embarrased to be on the cruise with so many beautiful trim girls. I felt like the fattest one on board. I struggled to keep up with my fellow cruise buddies, always having to stop and rest and drink heaps of water. My feet ached, my back ached and every other body part. I struggled using the stairs, was so puffed by the time I went one flight. On the first day I had to walk 2 flights of stairs and I was almost needing oxygen by the time I got to the top.

I felt sorry for my cabin mate, because as a result of being overweight, I snore pretty loud. The poor thing had lots of headaches and I hoped they weren't from my snoring.

I so can't wait for this surgery, I want my old life back.